| It has been so long since I have written a weblog, that it was hard for me to figure how to even get to the page with the blank space. My life is so dramatic,... to say the least. But I can finally be honest here, because no one I see reads this anyway! I am moving in 2 to 3 weeks. FINALLY out of my house, FINALLY out of South Dakota. Even though Iowa isn't necessary the next best thing, it is definetly going to be awesome to get out. 4.5 hours away, I will be a live-in nanny. And... YES! I HAVE seen "that one movie with that one girl who is a nanny and its bad". (Nanny Diaries) And I insanely love that movie, just to throw that out there. I will get my own basement: bedroom, bathroom, living room, kitchenette, computer, and flat screen t.v. Don't ask why I put the t.v. part in there, I'm just proud, that's all. I do know that I will be challenged with a 5, 3, and 2 yr boys, I am delighted to know that I will be making 320$/ week and getting health insurance and free rent. The parents own 4 coffee shops, called .. smokeyrow.com (look them up!) and I am welcome to work there as well. I will have 2 weekends off a month to do whatever, all holidays, and a week free paid vacation per 6 months. Amazing, I know. And... it might not seem that great to some of you... but I'm totally excited. All to save up. Yay! I don't get to blow it on ipods or a laptop or a plane ticket to Germany to visit Peter, .... like I wish I could... but I get to save it. And to add to how weak "save it" sounds... it's "for college".
I miss Peter.
It's crazy how people can change. One minute you are naiively believing they're this amazing, godly, person with some flaws and needs prayer, "but who doesn't? there's still hope" and the next their entire belief system wraps around psychedelic colors and evolution and mewwwwzzic and "life-changing" experiences created by "all natural" substances. Let's face it people, the hippie era is back. People are doing drugs. People are openly smoking pot on their decks. People are shouting "Peace!" and demanding for "Hope & Change" from a presidential candidate that (to say the least) SUPPORTS KILLING BABIES. I don't care if you find this offensive or completely disagree. Just seriously.... shut up. You're talking enough already anyways. hahaha... What happened to us, christians?
We used to be so passionate, so hungry, and so willing to fight for our generation. But... even that has changed. We have faded to worry about our own lives... we consume ourselves with what is going on tomorrow and what we need to do and our hobbies. FIRST THINGS FIRST. Let's take up our crosses, follow Him, and change the world. Let's passionately seek God with all we have. I wish I had more to say, but really, no one is going to read this anyway. |
